Have you ever felt that you are falling in love with somebody who you haven't met yet? Have you ever thought somebody, who you haven't met, would be your best friend? Well, it sounds silly but happens. This happening seems to have started with internet-networking system. Back in 80s, even near 90s, we used to meet people IN PERSON. Well, then is that possible to MEET people not in person? YES, TOTALLY!. People meet the others not in person, but in computer.
I have more than 300 friends on my MSN friend list. And I talk to around 10 of them. About 200 people were blocked or blocked me. I am pretty sure this is happening to many people, not only me. We always try to meet new people, even though we know this INSTANT intimacy will not stay long. ARE WE THAT LONELY? Are we really really unstandably lonely so that we need to meet people via internet? Or are we that lazy and shy to meet people in person? Well, I guess WE ARE up to everything. That's why we INSTANT-love each other and INSTANT-hate each other.
Yes. WE ARE lonely, so we meet people via internet. Because it's really easy to have a company in there. You do not need to be neither good-looking nor rich. You DISGUISE and they do not recognize if you are disguising yourself as a good-looking rich guy or not. Well, even if they notice it, they do not care. Since they disguise themselves. It's this much easy. But here is a question. "Is this INSTANT LOVE a thing which causes the loneliness?" We might be walking through the wrong way.
The wrong way, an endless infinite loop, we are in there. We meet people instantly and we love 'em instantly. AND because we love 'em instantly, we hate 'em instantly. You just ignore 'em with no reason just like you loved 'em with no reason. Do not worry. That's not your problem. If you keep loving them, they'll ignore you anyway. So, the our beautiful FINALE is always the same, the hatred. You, who were ignored by someone or ignored someone, now become lonely again. So what? You look for somebody else who you can INSTANT love again. And, you will ignore or be ignored. Then you will look for somebody else who you can attempt to LOVE again. That's the loop, the infinite loop, the stupid circle which we are in.
Well, given this, is it just happening in the CYBER-WORLD? I am afraid not. It is happening everywhere. Therefore, the point being talked above things is the something, which is useless. Only the way to get used to it is needed. You will need to INSTANT love people and INSTANT hate people which is the others DO.
And.. I cannot do it which is why I've been suffering. Pathetic..
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